& when i told you its forever, then that's how its gonna be
don't, wont let her take the place of me.
does she really know you like i know you, all the little things?
does she really love you like i love you, how can she compete?
if she makes me fight for you, die for you, would she do the same?
this is turning into way more than a game.
now it feels like soldiers in a war & none of us are backing down
& i will show you victory is mine before we leave this battle ground
cause she don't wanna leave, & i don't wanna go & i know just how this battle goes
she dont wanna leave, & i dont wanna fight this kind of war
so tell me whats the point in fighting, cause we'll all end up with scars
but if that's what i must go through, then I'm not prepared to lose.
cause I've already bled so much for you..
im getting kinda sick of this battle
wish i could take it back to when i had you
im always thinkin that i can have you, just let her have you..
its gettin kind of hard to convince you, after all the shit that we been through

i know enough is enough its going to be tough to get through this

im sitting here trying to finish this homework but i cant seem to get this situation off of my mind. how pathetic right? lol i thought i was over this, through this and you were completley out of my system. guess not, when the things you do have a huge effect on me. i try to ignore the things you say, for i know sometimes you say them on purpose to get me angry. But im not sure about it this time, it seems like things are changing and you are perfectly fine with it. well why wouldnt you be? it seems to me that you've moved onto someone new. and throughout these three years its never been that way, ive never had to deal with you loving someone else. it was always just me and you. i guess its karma for all the things ive put you through. i feel heart break. and thats what hurts me to say. my mind is going in circles i cant just take this in. ive been living in denial for a couple of days but i guess its just time to face reality, you are gone..lol. fucking hate this..