i know enough is enough its going to be tough to get through this

im sitting here trying to finish this homework but i cant seem to get this situation off of my mind. how pathetic right? lol i thought i was over this, through this and you were completley out of my system. guess not, when the things you do have a huge effect on me. i try to ignore the things you say, for i know sometimes you say them on purpose to get me angry. But im not sure about it this time, it seems like things are changing and you are perfectly fine with it. well why wouldnt you be? it seems to me that you've moved onto someone new. and throughout these three years its never been that way, ive never had to deal with you loving someone else. it was always just me and you. i guess its karma for all the things ive put you through. i feel heart break. and thats what hurts me to say. my mind is going in circles i cant just take this in. ive been living in denial for a couple of days but i guess its just time to face reality, you are gone..lol. fucking hate this..